How are Anons doing mentally?
How has this journey changed you?
How have you changed your journey?
I hope that everything settles well.
So far, I feel like I have achieved more than anyone can imagine, but at the same time the world looks pretty much the same.
The only thing that changed is that less remains to be corrected in my life, but that whatever still needs correcting feels monumental, or maybe not…
It is difficult to know if everything is on a perfect trajectory and me trying to change something makes it worse, or that things are more complicated than ever before.
Reality now is incredibly strange, but not enough seems to really notice, so time just passes.
Some good days, some immensely difficult days… I long for when this journey reaches some type of conclusion that matches my understanding.
I know more than ever before, I have achieved more than what I could even imagine, but somehow it does not really seem to matter that much at the moment
that is what makes everything so strange and burdensome
sometimes I feel like I did everything perfectly, other times I wonder if I could have done more to aid me in my current position, then I wonder if I didn't because it would not be necessary
Things can still work out well, or even almost perfectly, but I don't know anything else that just to 'trust the plan' or to worry that I misunderstood what was required of me on this journey