What you are witnessing is not only for (you), it's the GREAT awakening, for everyone to see.
You feel like someone who awakes before all others, it's dark, time is long, and all you want is wake up everybody in the room.
So keep quiet, let everyone wake up on his own as you look to the world outside passing from darkness to the light.
Then you will see PLENTY of things are ACTUALLY happening.
Fish souls brother
Fish