This will be heavy, but this is how the GA has happened to me.
Last year, I took on a trafficking group in my building. Provided cops and FBI w/ an extensive log of their activities and car tags. I didn't realize at first that they were part of larger organized crime. Authorities did zippo. So I called them out for malfeasance. Police chief, county atty, state Atty Gen., and the stupid FBI who merely sends tips back to local cops to deal with. Business is still booming in my apt. bldg.
This almost killed me, but they're in another part of the bldg so it's not as bad for me now.
This week, I discovered a pedo who comes regularly to the senior centers I go to occasionally. He downloads child porn on the computers here. I reported that. Director brought in the police, against the direction of her boss. So now she's in trouble. I also brought it to FBI attn. for whatever that's worth.
This is where the GA comes in. I'm exhausted. I'm scared because I'm still in danger from the criminals AND the authorities. But I had a chance to begin to open some doors for people here - a slight glimpse of just how fucking bad things really are. And the evil is right next to them. They don't understand that.
I may be toast. Probably not. But in the meantime, I got a prayer answered: please, Lord, let me be used in all this to take out the filth.
When Q said they'd do the heavy lifting, I said, screw you Q. We all have to take risks and be aware of what goes on around us. And then do something. I don't give a shit about hilldawg and them. Q can doitQ there. I've got pervs right in my apt bldg and senior center. Gradually, we can make a difference. Or we can just shitpost and fap. I think it's worth it to face the enemy. It's the children that matter.