Through at least 5000 hours of this. And the countless thousands more off line via thought I have gained massive strength. I watched normies scream bloody murder over shit that just doesn't matter after the shit we have learned. Muh favorite team got screwed over by the refs. Muh I ordered large fries not medium etc. That said, I stopped looking at things in my personnel life as important. Simple tasks at home. Paying bills. Living with no fear is liberating as hell. But starting today I fix my own shit. God Bless.