If I may say this.
The Cabal know the aversion of the White hat for chaos and mayhem. And they use this threat to paralyses the White hat.
How do you solve this dilemma?
First you have to put thing in perspective.:
THEY ONLY WANT TO KILL A FEW BILLIONS PEOPLE AND ENSLAVE HUMANITY FOR A FEW HUNDREDS OF YEAR!
Now that we understand what is at stake we can better solve this dilemma. We have one chance at saving humanity, it will hurt but it is worth it. I trust the plan But I know that every plan as flaw. The more moving part the more chance for the enemy to adapt and fuck thing up.
Time is ticking!