Really! Your trips confirm.
I don't know what that symbol means but I know what happens to all of us when we sleep.
I know why we age as fast as we do. I know they take our consiousness and run it through multiple stress scenarios to glean Qi.
I've busted them too many times. The drug/dream sequence in the movie Divergent is real. I burst into tears when I first watched that but also took solace in a solution.
Then worked out a manner through meditation and Ngondro to avoid this. When I get it right, sleep peacefully only three or four hours, at most.
Otherwise it's a battle all night of me saying 'I don't want to.' when asked why I wont comply. And I wake up very tired.
Remembering the stupid threats and demands.
I want to wake up, permanently.
Holy crap batman, I have not started playing a game because I didn't know yhere was one running and I don't know the rules, yet.