There is a reason for everything.
We don't always know what the reason is.
God works in mysterious ways.
When I was 13, in the 1970s, I had an accident that nearly took my life. I don't know if it was the drugs that they gave me or something else, but I know the peace that you are describing. It's like a total acceptance of whatever happens.
https://twitter.com/MoreheadPatriot/status/1238579939361914887
I have a little sign on my basement fridge that says:
Hope for the best,
plan for the worst.
I actually still have some bottled water in my basement left over from Y2K
Yes, I know the exact day that I got sick bc I was on vacation in Fla. It was Jan. 15. Sore throat that went into my ears, the settled in my chest. I had a bad cough for about 3 weeks.
I keep wondering if I've already had the Corona virus.
Not true. God saved a remnant.