Now use this is combination with David Blaines video to Ellen. It's suicide weekend anons.
Sooo..IF I am translating Ellen's videos correctly, she is saying that the 4 of hearts (big change/ big decision/ leaving something you love) is happening and David Blaine says (4 of hearts / jack of clubs= evil man/ Ace of spades=death and rebirth) she needs to suicide, and she responds with (5 of spades) she can't do it. I assume this means she is going to spill her guts and get a life sentence instead.