"Sold to the cult" I think that's what this means. This is me, my friend and my nephew each wearing a gold belt and white - with our hand out asked to take the pic by a relative who wanted to be photographed with us… oh those karate lesson's weren't the gift we thought eh? And it's not a belt but a bow… a gift….
Gift wrapped….. I think - hmm….. gold and white are their colors after all…. and so I looked through many photo albums and realized that I'm wearing stripes in virtually every picture I have with family and so are certain other people in my family and in their old photos they are wearing the same thing I am at the age that they get the photo taken. That includes the girls….. and so I think it's worth sharing this to see if anyone else recognizes this pattern.
I have some relatives who are well off and some who have went through shit their whole lives. The ones "not in on it" - and it appears this is a clue I present with also the context of a tiny part of a psych profile they did of me one time…. just how fucked up I was even at 9 and well it only took a few more years of daily beatings to get me to suicidal and it's a long horrible tale that I think has finally ended. Thank you Q. I understand my life and I think what I've found may very well be where Q is going to end up in a few more months.