Anons i just awoke from an awful dream. I’ll skip telling you some faggy in depth story. Basically I’ve been at this hard like you anons and I had a dream about being trapped by people and being harvested alive. I went back to my “room” in the dream which I was at some… resort or get together or something and when I went back to the room alone i walked to go to bed and i popped my head in the kitchen and there was a nurse waiting with a sedative, i tried to bail, was subdued and tranquilized but awake and three or four of them started harvesting me. Wtf anons. That shit was absolutely fucking terrifying and evil. Feeling your life fade in extreme terror.

I woke with this epiphany. You know how they say when your around a strong animal of prey or something not to have fear? I believe the term is they can smell your fear. I think thats literally what happens.

These animals aren’t interested in animals that stand up to them and are unafraid and DONT RUN. The animals are a succulent, nutritious treat that has a pure panic filled rush going through their very physicality and soul and the animals smell and get feedback from that and smell the chemical state with their keen senses and they feast on them and get nourishment and a major buzz.

Thats what this is. They consume the physical which makes them high and they try or think they consume our distressed luminous souls, trying to become god like.

This is the very battle that has been waged since the beginning of time. This battle between good and evil. The lions vs the antelope. All through the ages manifesting in many civilizations and in nature. The will of gods plan for creation and the evil presence constantly trying to corrupt his creation at every turn. It goes well beyond our human battle but into the world of nature itself. Every animal that harvests its prey right down to the formation of rocks to create a planet only have some astroid or something totally ruin in it. Creation, anti creation. Hunter, prey. We become their hunters, they become our prey. They eill he back though. They will always try and cone back and hunt. You can eliminate them all. One day a human will turn to dark again. The evil will lull them and they will go down that road again betraying life. Who the fuck knows it could be this darkness that we eat meat. Maybe we’re bad too and we don’t even know it?

My god anons. I’m fucking nuts. In the morning my perspective will be different and back fo a settled concluded state. But epiphanies right after a meaningful dream can enlighten and cloud at the same time.

Fuck man.