> love you all anons, this has been a long bumpy amazing blessed ride.

Indeed. Look forward to meeting the anons!

Here, Ellen admits agains that she's feeling "anxious," pretending that it's over the virus but clearly she's trying to commiserate with (reassure?) her fellow cultists who are feeling equally terrified. Hardly reassuring though. She seems unhinged actually. And the strangest part is how she says "Goodbye" at the end… after which she seems to catch herself, realizing just how fatalistic she really sounds. They are starting to fully realize a certain hell awaits them.

We know, Ellen.

Very soon, the whole world will know.