I'm sorry to hear that anon. Life can be hard to endure sometimes.
I believe that sometimes things suck. But I also believe in the ability to move things. I believe we together are moving this country and the world toward the light.
I pray that the Lord deliver and provide for you. May He give you the grace to endure the hard time and may He bring about goodness and rest in your future. I pray He brings you into a better future and shows you the actions to take to get there. I pray He brings the right people into your path to make that happen. I pray that even today God does something to bring a smile to your face and lift your heart.
If you are in immediate need, please understand the ways you can receive help through local food banks, churches, and charitable organizations, if you have no extended family to rely on. Also consider writing a letter to the president. He wants to help Americans in difficult and unjust situations.
God bless you anon.