Fellow anons, I am trying my hardest to figure out what the hell is going on but all of this is so hard to follow. I also live in NY and the numbers from NYC scare the hell out of me. Everybody on here says we are winning, so why can't I shake this feeling that something big is coming and we are screwed? I just have a bad feeling about all of these "restrictions" and "CDC guidelines"…. like they are a warmup for what is next.

Help me guys. My anxious level is through the roof lately. Hard to function.