You are not alone dude. If it makes you feel better everyone on this board is going through hard times of some kind. I say that not to make you feel bad, but rather to help you see you are not alone in your sacrifices.
Keep moving forward though… and take a break when needed.
I believe the numbers of the QDrop posts represent years (2013,2014,2015,2016). I believe there is a connection of them with the corona virus as well. I do not believe it is a coincidence that these satellites knocked out have the name Corona.
"Not another four year term"
Novel coronavirus summary and literature update – as of 17 May 2013
Since April 2012, there have been 40 laboratory-confirmed cases of human infection with novel coronavirus (nCoV). Several countries in the Middle East have been affected, including Jordan, Saudi Arabia, the United Arab Emirates (UAE), and Qatar. Cases have also been reported by three countries in Europe: France, Germany, and the United Kingdom. All of the European cases have had a direct or indirect connection to the Middle East. However, in France and the United Kingdom, there has been limited local transmission among close contacts who had not been to the Middle East but had been in contact with a traveler recently returned from the Middle East.
https://www.who.int/csr/disease/coronavirus_infections/update_20130517/en/