dChan - Q Origins Project Archive

tldr: NEVER STOP PRAYING. YOU WERE CHOSEN FOR A REASON. In the end, all will be right.

I've frequently had bizarre experiences throughout my life as the norm, as if this is some alternate universe where I don't belong and I'm always out of sync with reality and everyone else. To the point where it's a running joke in my family about what unbelievable, hilarious, horrible, and unheard-of things happen to me daily, and how other people treat me like I'm from another planet or not real.

I cannot explain it briefly. But in case some people might know what I mean. I wouldn't normally bring it up because it sounds crazy, but it seems like everything has been even more increasingly bizarre for the last few years - like I'm stuck in a movie instead of reality. And now after living through the worst period in my life and suffering more than I thought I ever would, I feel like I'm on the verge of seeing completely through the false covering of this dimension, while forces & circumstances & bad luck are trying everything to prevent that from happening.

Do not know if anyone else is experiencing this, or what it could mean, or if I'm just losing it. But I felt pulled to mention it in case it could help someone. Especially when I see any anon talking about how they are down to their last straw, or on their last nerve, or on their last dollar. I'm in that situation too, but feel a great peace when I exercise intense faith (and if I'm not afraid or resentful.)

As if my entire life has been preparation for what is coming next. In this state, all the hard to swallow Q posts seem clear and comforting, like "All that you know to be right is wrong… Fantasy land… 80% private. The world would otherwise collapse… The truth would put 99% of people in the hospital… Nothing is what it seems." I am also finding comfort with many diffuicult Biblical concepts such as being willing to give up all wealth, or relationships, or even willing to become homeless, if the Creator requests it. (Here's one quick article, not comprehensive: https://www.bible-knowledge.com/giving-up-everything-for-jesus)

Maybe it's just my mind trying to keep me from losing all hope and going crazy. But with nothing to wake up for tomorrow, and no resources to pay my bills next month, and no one in the world to help me, I have a wonderful calm peace and feeling of pure hope. And a sense that I just need to survive a little longer, and soon everything will be worth it, and all will become clear. I hope this is true, and only the beginning of the " beautiful new world" "just around the corner", and that other anons are experiencing it too. Especially "the forgotten men and women of our country" and the world. God bless you.