wtf is this bullshit
I'm hate to make this negative, but here is some TOUGH LOVE. If you need constant positive reinforcement and pats on the back then maybe you should find a new hobby. You are a VOLUNTEER. If you have negative feelings and are looking outside of yourself for validation then you are suffering from a FEAR OF INADEQUACY. You are AFRAID that you are NOT GOOD ENOUGH and you need someone else to let you know that you are GOOD. Whether or not you even are inadequate is another story altogether and in a way seperate from this deep set fear of yours. Why are you worried about money and working on Q stuff? Maybe your time would be better spent working on a business venture or picking up a side gig to help pay for those bills marriage groceries etc. I sincerely hope I didn't take the bait responding to a concern shill, but seriously anon sort yourself out and come back when you have the time and mental fortitude to go a week without a pat on the head and a "good boy!" You should investigate this thoroughly