Seem to remember reading in a Book. Something about 'keep us from the hour of trouble'. Then from folklore: 'It's always the darkest before dawn'. Take from it what you will.
Yep. An outlier since birth. Got to thinking I was the only one. Was fighting all by myself. By chance, found this place within a day or two of it's start. Over a few months found I am not alone in the fight. There's millions like me.