Anon, I send this message to you with Love but from the way you write, it might piss you off, consider it tough Love. Happiness is a choice anon
So your life sucks eh? Have you worked your ass off at hard labor to make a better life for your family ending up with you damaging your spine and leaving you in constant pain? Then ten years later have you had an accident that laid you up for three years ended up costing you to loose your new business, leaving you unable to make a dollar to support your family, leaving you in a deep dark depression not caring if you saw the next day while forcing you into bankruptcy and in the end loosing the battle to save your leg and ending up having them cut your leg off below the knee? Then once you recovered from that you're diagnosed with cancer, go through the treatments and win the battle but racked your body further due to the treatments. Tell me how badly your life sucks because I went through all that over the last 20 years and I'm here still enjoying life, I made it through those storm with the grace of God.
There is always someone out there that has it worse then you and they still go on choosing to find happiness in life because happiness IS a choice!
OK, your feeling down, hey I have those days too. But STOP! Do NOT dwell in that place, regain perspective and choose to make your day better, one more time, Happiness IS a choice!
Sorry if I pissed you off, but I say these things with Love. If I didn't care I wouldn't have posted. I'll say a Prayer for you right now, turn to God and talk to him, he will help you anon, he Loves you!
Now go make your day better!
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