Found the reference. It was a movie. River Tam was the character.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/River_Tam
Those of us who want to do this need to keep growing our skills and if we are to function in SPIWAR we need to take direction from commanding officer when it is given. Some anons WERE targeted from a young age and even received some kind of training in mind war activities (psychic self-defense / intel etc.) Some anons have revisited that early training throughout life through various people and activities that showed up in our life, that we didn't realize were all connected and for a purpose. We always wanted to do SOMETHING to make things better after seeing the bad things that were happening to our people. Anyway enough rumination on the past! We stepped up to do this job, and now we will do it humbly to the best of our ability.
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