You aren't alone patriot… Have faith. Things are happening and POTUS often keeps his enemies close. Why would he allow the gates foundation to supply swabs for testing? Why would he say he will allow contact tracing? He is keeping his enemies close.
Having said that… It is our duty to let it local leaders know we have had enough. Be loud. Shine light on governors and mayor's working against the people. Protest. LIBERATE ourselves.