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Thanks for the two anons who had my six.
I'm posting again, because I know I'm not alone in my feelings.
Thank you baker.
Yeah, I didn't hit you with a bakerGirl.
Im going to just tell you that what you're doing (along with Xerxes and CM) by providing a place for citizens to gather and exercise their First Amendment Rights of Free Speech is truly honorable.
I'm an essential worker on break.
So, please forgive me, anons, if I can't reply back.
Regardless of your opinion as to the CHINESE VIRUS as to it's purpose and origin, I'm compelled to spill my guts.
I leave my spouse and dog at 3:30AM and venture through a ghost town to arrive at my workplace (food distributor).
I keep trying my best to keep an inventory accurate so our material handlers can pull sales orders and get food to hospitals, restaurants, military bases and prisons etc.
We're all adhering to rigorous new PPE policies and slugging out the work.
It's far from normal or easy as you'd imagine.
I find myself really struggling to feel a part of anything that's happening in our nation right now.
When I leave my family and come to work, I'm removed from being a "Shelter In Place" person.
When I'm working, my mind and heart are divided by feeling I've abandoned my spouse.
When I'm home, I'm anxious and preparing to go shop and dreading to go back to work.
I'm in an in-between land physically and spiritually.
I know I'm blessed to have a job since so many have lost their livelihood, but it is such a difficult time.
Would you please pray for me, that I would find the strength and fortitude to continue to do my part for my GOD, my family and this Republic I love?
Thanks for your time frens.
You ALL kuntinue to be an indispensible
part of my day and life now.
Been here since the beginning…