stay strong brother, take a hit. We are in a time where the people who have rejected us for one reason or another will come to depend on us again. Stay strong the demon of the ex is a powerful one. The burden is large but it is OURS and we will bear it. If christ can die on a cross we can handle some animefags. Refuel it will be a long day. Blessing of strength to you and may Christ guide you on your path today. Hold strong.