Anonymous ID: c3da3c April 24, 2020, 10:05 p.m. No.8916034   ๐Ÿ—„๏ธ.is ๐Ÿ”—kun

>>8915807

I've often wondered about this. I had a lot of trauma (deaths) early on. I always had the feeling that I either had pulled a crappy hand (but refused to "give in") or just would tell myself others had it worse than me. I've had some sort of major trauma every decade of my life. Then after coming here I started thinking about things and realized my grandfather was a free mason. He had that ring. His funeral was filled with guys wearing lambskins. I was kidnapped by my grandparents when my mom died. It was an awful home life but I had an epiphany as a young teen and realized they were wicked and I wasn't. I almost feel as though I pissed someone off a lot because I wouldn't break.