C.L.O.W.N.
you won't like to find out what this acronym really means
α&ω
Christ In A(lhpa)
https://psycnet.apa.org/record/2008-12890-005
Aguilera is a surname of Spanish origin.
The name is related to Latin Aquilaria (eagles lair). Surnames with similar spellings are Aguilar, Aguiler, Aguiar, Aquilar, etc.
Eager Lion
Iron Eagle
Liar
Lair
Lying James Comey
Lion J C
everything has meaning
my world
deal with it
NO DEALS
SLEAD ON
eye steal god duh nasty in me
homo
homen
homme
omen
memo
memories
reeeeeeees
mammories
amor
ammo
a mom
MuseumOfModernArt
momo
om nom nom
homo
home alone
homo alono
abalone
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Duomo
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homo
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/sono
https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/soma
poet
know it
poem
know em
He spoke my language in this foreign land
Familiar secrets shared in a sinful bed
Imagination flowing through his ancient hands
He painted just my fantasy in red, bright red
I call him Santa Fé
Someone to dance with on a rainy day
He will bring me all the empty reasons to be
Sure of what I'm only not so sure about
So can he just be my illusion
That I created with confusion?
He wears a tall top-hat filled with secrets of our souls
He'll pull them out as he pulls you in through the secret hole
I call him Santa Fé
Someone to bleed with on this lovely day
He will bring me all the empty reasons to be
Sure of what I'm only not so sure about
Will he take this grand delusion
Add his love to make his own conclusion?
True or false can you feel his pulse?
The warmth he carries really varies
With the name of the game
He will bring me all the empty reasons to be
Sure of what I'm only not so sure about
In the end it leads to sudden madness when he
Takes these reasons breathes some sanity into them
So can he just be my illusion
I created with confusion
Will he take this grand delusion
Add his love to make his own conclusion
He will paint his own conclusion
In red
With Me
In bed
Does he really love me?
I'll see what I wanna see
And I'll never be free
When I'm Walking Down The Street I Call Your Name
Inside My Head I Go Insane
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
There Were Days When I Went Completely Blind
No Time To Think & I Lost Time
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
'Cause Everyday Is The Same Thing
Different Faces With No Name
Places I've Never Been Before
And Everyday Is The Same Thing
Different Faces With No Name
Places I've Never Been Before
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And Everytime I'm Breaking Free
These Thoughts Return To Trouble Me
Hanging On To Love Has Left Me Empty
You're A Sinner But You Told Me You're A Saint
Too Fast I Tripped & Lost My Way
Can't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
Walking Down The Street I Call Your Name
All This Time You Led Me Astray
And Making Love To You, I Do The Same
But Now I Know You Blinded Me
And There Were Days When I Went Completely Blind
I Thought I Was Over You, Really Over You
No Time To Think, I Lost Time
No, I'm Not Over You
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder
Don't You Know That It's Really Making Me Crazy
And I Begin To Wonder
Won't Believe What's Happened To Me Lately
And I Begin To Wonder…
I'm sorry, I didn't think things would be like this. Sincerely, thank you for being here. I have been a complete asshole along the way. I have less power than you think. I also have more power than I want to have. "One step at a time."
I'm sorry anons. I never intended for anything to the way that it is. I go from finding it all hilarious to being completely horrified by everything. I really will cease to exist. Not to disappear, but to completely become invisible to all of you. The worst part about all of this is wanting so badly to make the world in my image, to end suffering and pain, but not being able to because I can't make sense of why anything is the way that it is…having this much power, but also having no power at all.
be*
was it all a dream?
a mistake?
purposeful?
did i let everyone down?
did i let myself down?
is space even real?
can it be proven?
can anything be proven?
already reddit
this world is so completely retarded
I'm trying so hard to turn things around, but nothing is going right. it all is just getting worse.
I feel like I've lost control of something I never really had control over.
but I won't give up no matter how dark and difficult things get.
no, 5:5
50/50
good and bad
=
time mattered but now it is gone
nobody ever told me
nobody ever gave me an instruction manual
the Bible never mattered until Q came along
everything that happened didn't make any sense until Q's first post in 2017
everything is and everything isn't
you guys truly don't understand how bad all of this is, and how much worse it'll get
oh man, this is diabolical
lmao
love her. a true talent.
you don't know God
suicide weekend is here, isn't it?
oh man, this is BAD
yikes
oh well, i'm eternally sans sin so i don't care lmao
oh well, i'm eternally without sin so i can fuck up as much as i want lmao
look, I read all the most relevant parts of the Bible!
"The Parable of the Prodigal Son, also known as the parable of the Two Brothers, Lost Son, Loving Father or Forgiving Father,[1][2] is one of the parables of Jesus in the Bible and appears in Luke 15:11–32. Jesus shares it with his disciples, the Pharisees and others.
In the story, a father has two sons. The younger son asks the father for his inheritance, and the father grants his son's request. However, the younger son is prodigal (i.e., wasteful and extravagant) and squanders his fortune, eventually becoming destitute. The younger son is forced to return home empty-handed and intends to beg his father to accept him back as a servant. To the son's surprise, he is not scorned by his father but is welcomed back with celebration and welcoming party. Envious, the older son refuses to participate in the festivities. The father tells the older son "you are ever with me, and all that I have is yours, but thy younger brother was lost and now he is found".
It is the third and final part of a cycle on redemption, following the Parable of the Lost Sheep and the Parable of the Lost Coin. In Revised Common Lectionary and Roman Rite Catholic Lectionary, this parable is read on the fourth Sunday of Lent (in Year C);[3] in the latter it is also included in the long form of the Gospel on the 24th Sunday of Ordinary Time in Year C, along with the preceding two parables of the cycle.[4] In the Eastern Orthodox Church it is read on the Sunday of the Prodigal Son."
and honestly, this is my show and i can do and say as i please!