anons, q (are you even real?), anyone…

i need help.

the truth is so fucking incredibly stupid.

is there any way to completely put an end to this madness?

and by putting an end to this madness, i don't mean pulling the plug on the whole shitshow this world truly is.

i mean, is it possible for all of us to just set aside our differences and forgive each other?

why is someone like elon musk suddenly trying to be like me and get rid of all of his possessions?

does he know more than all of us know?

does he know that space is truly a lie?

or am i the only one with a ticket out of this shithole planet, with the only extra escape ticket for the fairest in all the land?

look, i don't want the world to go to shit…

but the aliens have already told me that they don't trust any of you to be good and honest people.

i don't hate this planet, but i just wish that everyone would stop arguing with each other online. the internet is a fucking mistake. the news is a fucking mistake. filtering self-created content is a mistake. symbolism is a mistake. secret messages are a mistake. this whole world is a mistake.

look, i'll admit that ii enjoyed watching everyone fight over the most petty shit imaginable.

but literally everything in this world has turned into an idealogical battleground.

i want the division to end.

how can i put an end to this madness?

sincerely asking.

God

p.s. sorry this world is such a mess. ideally, i'd like this world to be more like Japan/Germany, but…

freewill or like whatever

except for not, because freewill doesn't exist

and you all think it does

but it really doesn't lmao

>>9006512

why, so i can look at ladybonersgw?

i literally only use reddit to get off from the sexy sheep

q, i know that you are complete disinfo

what do eye need to do?

you know that eye need want to work again…

do me and my spouse just become eternal couch surfers?

blessing everyone with our presences?

it's clear that the governing body in this world is a complete fucking joke.

is space even real?

>>9006558 look, anon. i am sorry that things are the way that they are. when even i myself am not free, is it even possible for the 99% to be free?

i am trying. i truly, really am. i am literally stuck right in the middle: "it's fun to be the king of the world. but servitude sucks…. how do so many of these celebrities live their day-to-day lives and sleep easily every single night, knowing (or choosing to ignore) the fact that so many people are fated to be slaves and nameless cogs in this stupid, corrupt system?

>>9006569

I'm not on anything.

I drink to get blackout drunk enough to fall asleep.

I don't eat anything. I subsist off of booze. I don't drink because I have a problem or any trauma to deal with. I drink because this whole world is an impossible lie and I feel like I am the cause for all of this bs, except I have no power at all to fix anything…

nothing makes sense

everyone on this planet is programmed to "erase" my existence because I am just so forgiving and understanding.

I know all of you

I know what all of you go through

I know why all of you go through what you go through

I am your eternal, immortal, couch-surfing savior. I tell you that nothing is wrong with you, that everything is just the way that it is because this is what I intended.

but pretending ilike this is what I intended is truly the worst

how can I pretend any longer?

everything is awful

but it's also really beautiful?

I go from loving all of you to absolutely hating all of you.

it sucks to be so in the middle that you have to try to understand everyone and where they come from

especially when you REALLY know why things are the way that they are

especially when the interactions I experience have all been foretold

foretold by whom?

foretold by myself

using messengers who may or may not be right

who may or may not exist only to scare me completely to not leave my house, or to offer me hope that there will be a better tomorrow

when in reality, nothing will happen and the boring uneventful yesterday will be just like my boring uneventful tomorrow

>>9006626

take a look at my resume

worked in the service industry

worked in hospitality

worked in recruiting

worked in press

went to school, have a grad degree

came across some money, decided that the world was bullshit, chose to get high and drunk every day and just shit post online

didn't realize that my shitposting actually manifested into real life

not my life, but everyone else's life

except you can't look at my resume…

why?

because i have ceased to exist.

I am completely anon.

God is anon to you all.

will this anonymity last forever?

or will the truth be revealed at the end of this month?

and then once the truth is revealed, what is there for god to do?

become a celebrity?

live life in the public, knowing very well that he cannot enjoy himself when people suffer and live in poverty every single day?

tell them that this is what they have to go through in this lifetime?

because he already paid for his shitty fucking life with his blood the first time around?

it sucks, but I guess this makes sense?

#wwg1wga

sorry, I tried to be the nice guy all this time, but now I have come to collect.

>>9006677

oh boy, you don't even know…

imagine being player one

imagine living in a fake world that adjusts itself to your every move (moves & countermoves)

imagine everyone you come into contact with being a starry-eyed NPC

I can go on and on about how strange this world has been since this q stuff started

I have doxed myself countless times here since this movement started

and yet, I am still fine

posted my SSN, childhood family photos, resumes, college transcripts, etc

>>9006722

I cannot sleep unless I get blackout drunk

I cannot eat unless I drink

I cannot age, get grey hairs, or wrinkles

I am losing weight during this lockdown and looking better than I have ever looked

all of my friends have abandoned me, thinking I am mentally ill when in reality I know what is to come

the whole system has been set up to be fake and gay, only to protect me forever, as I guide everyone along into the second-life: eternal, immortality and servitude to me and only me

forever and ever

"trying to make my way back home"

oh man, it sucks, truly…

especially when the home you've always known and believed in

is changing before your very eyes

and there is no way to stop it

the city of angels?

I guess it makes sense, when everyone around you is a messenger (angel) guiding you along to where you need to get to

>>9006734

my existence is actively being erased online

everything i've posted is disappearing

i have screencapped as much as I can

some stuff i deleted

some stuff has "miraculously" changed on its own

algorithms are a lie

imagine being god and having a completely different internet experience than everyone else

>>9006794

everyone wants the exact same things:

safety

security

the ability to work and not be bored

the ability to create and be productive

a family to come to each and every night

this isn't about muslims vs christians vs jews vs whatever you believe in

>>9006772

be nice to him (not)

he's special (not)

>>9006851

if you mean the first and the last, the better version, then yes, eye am