It's not necessarily your job to fix it. Sometimes our job is simple. We suffer through it, carry our cross and do what we can to bring hope and love to others while we're here. Lost my brother to drinking friend. I am sorry for your pain. Seek God, his job for you in this world is not as complicated as it may seem. Sometimes just making another person smile is all you're supposed to do. You lift up others while accepting your burden of knowing the pain of this world and you're doing your part. Good luck.