yeah ok
For me it goes all the way back to 4th grade. We had to write a book report and I chose UFO's and Kenneth Arnold's encounter. Back then there was a tv show about Project Blue Book. It was clear to me that they were purposefully hiding something. As I grew older and learned about the JFK assassination, same thing. Once that thread began to unravel, i.e. blind belief in the official narrative, it just continued to wake me up.
A solid Christian upbringing also taught me to be on the lookout for mass lies and hysteria, as a signal of the pending end times. So every news event I tended to view with these glasses, as to what the 'real' story behind the story was. I spent the '90s learning about the Illuminati, the CFR, the Rothschilds, and developing the conclusion that the Pope was a giant satanic psy-op.
Strangely, I bought into the 9-11 official story for at least 5 years, because I didn't want to believe that the rottenness extended into America herself. That was around the time I started becoming aware of the true depth of evil that is the CIA, and the 7 silos, and the true pervasiveness of what we now call the Deep State.
Blue BOOK, not blue beam Anon. Project blue book was the air force's supposed investigation into UFO reports designed to debunk them and placate the public. The conclusions were obviously horseshit.
Don't worry its obvious now that aliens are just demons or beings from the heavenly realm. But I hope you can appreciate that waking up is a process. You are going to look back 20 years from now and realize things in a different perspective from now.
Lot of natural beauty and resources, not a lot of population, geographically isolated. Able to be controlled by the DS.