I'm suicidal and no one cares.
God took everything from me. All he does is shove me into this little box from which I can never escape. Doesn't ever help. Doesn't ever listen. Just crushes me over and over and over.
Thinking of shooting myself in the head to finally escape the prison hes let me rot in for so many years. Probably my only real way out at this point. I'd just feel bad for my mom.
I've always tried to be good and do the right thing. But God lets those who do wrong thrive.
Honestly, I don't think I even believe in God any more. How could God let innocent children get raped, murdered, and cannibalized?? That's what's he's been allowing on this planet, if he even is real.
If I do go through with it, I want Q and Trump to know they really caused it. I could have held on but they changed things. Their choices have consequences. I want Q to know why I died.
And no, I'm not cabal. Just an anon.