>>9040557 (lb)
"15 years ago I put a 12 gage in my mouth and outlet the trigger. Round misfires.
The longer this goes on, and the more insane it gets, the more I'm starting to think it didn't misfire at all."
>>9040896 (lb)
40 years ago as a young kid, first day with my new full faced helmet I was out trailriding on my motorcycle, hooked a wire strung across the trail with the chin piece on my helmet that took me off the bike, walked away OK.
30 years ago driving on a 4 lane road, alone, coming to an intersection, with a car passing me on the inside, someone screamed stop. Scared the shit out of me because I was alone. I slammed on the brakes and and the car passing on the inside got nailed in the rear passenger door. They guy who hit him blew through a red light and he would have hit me in the drivers door.
15 yeas ago my hand got attached to a 600 volt line for about 5 seconds. That one destroyed my life but I was still alive and relatively unscathed.
3 years ago my heart stopped on the side of the road and I was dead for about ten minutes before any help arrived. I died a couple more times after that while they were trying to save me. They told my family to say goodbye to me as they did not think I would survive the life-flight to the hospital. Told my spouse that she may be changing my diaper for the rest of my life because of the lack of oxygen for so long. They were shocked that there was no damage to my heart, no "noticeable" brain damage kek and my EKG placed me at 11% below and elite athlete after all of that. Three weeks later I was back playing baseball with my beer league team.
A few months later I found Q.
These are just the ones that come to me off the top of my head, there have been more for sure.
I have no idea why I am still here but it has certainly left me with a lot of questions and I have slowly been letting my mind ponder more bizarre explanations. It's extremely difficult to find others that have been through this stuff that seem credible and therefore it's left me alone in my Quest for answers.