Hey anons.

I'm not really sure where I should talk about this, it's kind of a strange topic. I'm not sure how much of this some of you will be able to understand, but I think some of you might, which is the reason I'm asking here.

I'm trying to balance myself, and I think I need to face my fears before I can progress.

I'm not sure how to exactly do that, because my major fears are quite strange.

I'm afraid of horror movie type stuff. Basically being haunted, attacked, chased around by spirits, demons, what have you. It's "stupid" stuff like thinking a hand will wrap around the door frame and flick off the light on me. Having weird thoughts at night like "wouldn't it be scary if you opened your eyes and there was a "demon" right in front of your face? I don't really think of it as a demon, but more of a thing. It's hard to explain.

I'm not really afraid of anything else in life right now. I'm not rich but I've got enough money. I've got a pretty stable job. I've got a wife that loves me, pets that love me. I've got a pretty good family. I don't really fear something random like getting mugged or attacked by a person. I don't really fear death, even. I just know I'll miss my wife until we join again in the next adventure.

But yet this…. childish horror movie like fear still remains. I don't know how to face it.

I've heard lucid dreaming lets you face your fears, but thats in the dream. In the dream I'd be lucid and able to banish, kill or ignore whatever I wanted to because I am in my dream. I am aware life is but a persistent dream, but I am but a drop in the ocean. How am I to control reality? I have trouble coming to terms with the fact that since we are all one, I am also all as well. I fell like if I could come to that realization, or get closer to it that might be of some help for me.

I dont know, I feel like I'm rambling on at this point and I think theres enough here for someone to go on.

Please feel free to ask me anything about my beliefs if that would help you help me.

Thank you for taking the time to read.

God Bless you and have a good day.

>>9063313

Thank you, I'll look into that.

Does that have stuff like the ritual of the lesser pentagram, as shown in this video? I've been thinking of trying it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54v68bEFtaE&

>>9063329

Oh, thank you! I'll make sure to look into this.

>>9063333

Nice fucking digits man, now I have to play that. I've been itching to play a dumb shooter anyways, thanks :)

>>9063343

Eh, I have kinda looked into it, but I'd look into it more before I tired it. This would be the first one I'd try because it seems pretty safe.

From what I understand I can perform the closing ritual without much worry because it just blocks out everything, good and evil. I would definitely practice before I tried the opening one.

>>9063374

>You are over estimating their power because of programming.

See, thats the funny thing. I'm not afraid of it killing or injuring me, well besides anything minor. I'm literally just being fucked with, but I do not know how to fight it. I liked the idea of lucid dreaming because in the dream I could probably do something like "physically" choke it out or something.

>Call on Jesus. Ask the Holy Spirit to dwell in you filling that space of fear to true peace.

I fell like unless I can physically do something about it, myself, and witness it die or leave or whatever, it wont go away.

>>9063393

Thank you anon, I have saved the pdf and image.

>>9063380

I completely agree, rituals and magic are absolutely not to be messed with by someone not ready, which is why I haven't tried it yet, even though this ritual seems to me to be like white magic 101, this is the one you use to practice

>>9063502

As I said before, I'd be happy to discuss my beliefs.

You seem like a negative person based upon your immediate thinking that being insulting is an appropriate respond to a person requesting assistance.

>>9063549

>Oh I feel so shamed.

I apologize, I was simply attempting to point out how a positive entity would not respond to request of aid with name calling.