No, I saw bewbs.
Get off the lawn too.
I did that for years. I bounced ff the bottom of the barrel more times than I can count.
Lost houses, wives and girlfriends, not to mention jobs, 45 car wrecks and a long list of other stupidities.
One day after a particularly bad 3 day black out drunk my wife, who I had known for 30 years but had only been married to less than a year walked out.
I woke up hungover like a bastard. Puking and wretching with two swallows of a fifth from the night before sitting next to me. I sat down and had a little conversation with myself. I asked if it was really worth it. Losing a good woman and a new chance at life for a never ending nightmare that cost ten bucks a night and grief beyond comprehension.
I sat the bottle down and walked away from it after being a drunk for thirty years.
Been sober eight years come June 2nd.
They say you aren't an alcoholic unless you can remember your last drink.
Nobody can really help you stop drinking. You have to sit down and have that little conversation with yourself. here;s my take.
It's totally worth doing.
It isn't fucking easy but you have to do it. For yourself.
It is also totally worth it.