Ok I have an idea of what the farm is, any recommended reading you can refer this lurker to?
No matter how you present this or these questions…i keep thinking Absolute TRUTH and Freedom for all is the answer…most of us are just normal folk trying to live the best life we can with what we have, I don't envy others with more than me, I have always thought i can work for those things or aspire to achieve certain goals, its not always about wealth but experience and good solid relationships. Maybe that is the line between us and (THEM), we can be happy with what we have as long as our families, our friends, our vocations etc. are healthy and secure. Maybe I am just to inclined to believe the best of most people..but I do understand that evil psychopaths exist…..from personal experience. I just refuse to let them destroy my life…more than once.