Anons, is life constantly as difficult as it can be?
I feel as if I know more about my surrounding, human behaviour, the way of the world and more of the system of corruption working against people than ever before, and at the same time, it feels as if this is instantly reciprocated by those in my surroundings, either that they add to the difficulty or that they themselves become aware of it all.
It is like the 'every action has a equal and opposite reaction' statement, where eventually everything is working against you if intend to out-think it all.