Here's a name for the files, this guy probably was the one who ordered the welding of apartment building doors, as well as retiring the mayor of Wuhan (and family) as well as the governor of Hubei province (and family) at gunpoint.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Li_Keqiang
It should be live. The people deserve a 1st person perspective seat to such trials. Not having discern the bs of the news. The people deserve to see the truth shown before them for themselves.
what information are you consuming that makes you feel that way? why do you refer to yourself as a "white male"? what's that supposed to mean? are you gobbling the stupid pc stuff about 'whites' to make you hate yourself? that's all bs.
Maybe die to your old self. Sometimes stuff sucks, for a while.
Do you really have nothing to be grateful for though?
If you live in America you have literally the best opportunity out of anyway where to achieve the things you desire.
If you are burnt out fighting in this life on your own strength, I suggest you ask for salvation from Jesus.
God has helped me overcome and avoid many hardships. He has blessed me.
You don't want to die. You just want change, relief. I don't know how you living your life. And I don't doubt you have tried. It sucks but you do you have pick yourself up a bit to be saved. You have to love yourself even when it's hard. But more than anything in the whole world, more than my dreams and desires, I am comforted and trust in the Lord.