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Anonymous ID: b0391c May 15, 2020, 7:37 a.m. No.9183683   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>3768 >>3842 >>3867 >>3870 >>3932 >>3973 >>4202

Good morning anons. Checking in New Haven Harbor.

 

I do two, sometimes three loads like this everyday. Yesterday I worked 7 to 7 and then today I had to attempt to get to the boat for 530 to catch the tide. Im damn tired of everything. I work hard and long for shit money. I can barely take care of myself. Im kind of stuck doing this I can’t afford to take time off to get my CDL which is what I want to do.

 

I hate it. Everything takes my money. The state of CT absolutely sucks and the people including most of my family are absolutely ignorant of what is really going on.

 

Eh… w.e anons. My fire burns with hope. Just trying to crawl through every single day and keep track of everything best I can.

Anonymous ID: b0391c May 15, 2020, 8:08 a.m. No.9184005   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>4071 >>4170 >>4184 >>4285 >>4292

>>9183870

Conch are decimated. Its a sad scene. Lobsters been gone.

 

My employers are good people but unfortunately, they just don’t pay us well. I was going to get a raise but alas… that window is now over because of rona.

 

I kind of wish I got laid off. These people are getting killer money. With paycheck protection program I would of made $1000 a week and I definitely would of gotten rehired on opening and all that would of happened is I would of gotten paid more for nothing and I would of had three or four months to detox off of suboxone. Thats my major life issue here. If it happened that way I wouldn’t of felt proud to be getting paid for nothing but it certainly would of given me the restart i needed. Im an addict on suboxone, not through a doctor either… off the street from consistent source. Thats the biggest problem of my life being on the subs fucks me all up. I need a clean slate but I can’t afford the time needed to get my shit straight.

Anonymous ID: b0391c May 15, 2020, 8:20 a.m. No.9184135   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>4209 >>4223

>>9184071

I think it will anon and thank you. I just have to keep the shit show going for now and just keep trying to carve a life out.

 

This is what they want though. They want as many of us as possible to be desperate. My life is my fault but thats also what they want. They set traps in society to create debt, addiction and misery and the worst thing of it is its always the individuals fault and their actions that bring them there. Thats imo how we the public have been compromised especially in the family.