…I just need to yell into the void for a moment…
Q, Q+
PLEASE, I am beginning you. Something has to give in for New York State. I consider myself a smart, talented individual in both my personal and work life. I take care of myself physically, emotionally and mentally and try and be a good person to those around me. I can work through my own problems rationally and don’t need uppers, downers or meds to keep myself “normal”…. I can function just fine as a member of society and am proud of myself for “waking up” 4 of my close friends and family to what the world really is like….and to Q..
BUT I AM LOSING MY GOD DAMN MIND IN THIS QUARANTINE. Please, please, PLEASE, for the love of god and anything good and holy that might be left in this world - THIS HAS TO END. My job has mandated A HUGE BLACK FACE MASK as part of our UNIFORM with no end in sight, even in states not on lockdown, even when this is all over…..I’m wearing a fucking Hijab at work in America…
I love my job. I love my life. What is happening to me. What is happening to my life. How can Cuomo do this for this long. I believe in Q and the movement and I believe in it NOW more than EVER but…this has gone on long enough….i can’t do this forever and….I’ve never felt so hopeless. I’m literally wearing a mandated hijab in New York….this is so fucked…