Thank you for putting my wonderings in words, anon, I'd love some guidance too…
>compassion
I read you, I read all of anon replies, thank you and thank you all.
Had some friends who I thought were honest Truth seekers, but it seems it's easier for them to conform and accept the "easy explanation" offered by the mainstream, so to say.
I'm eagerly looking forward to the day when all the now-so-called-tinfoil-hats are vindicated. I hope I will see that day.
So anons are anons, and shills are onans.