Anons, the only way you to get anywhere is to set the goal and work yourself back into the end. Decide the ending and work to it, otherwise you will only be working through a sea of confusion.

This world is inverse, once you realize that authors think of the ending and write their books around that, you begin to realize the true nature of this world. All things end and that doesn't change. God has already written our end and given the story

I would bet my life (pun intended) that it's incredible and beyond our imagination.

I implore it upon you all to start thinking in the correct fashion, from the end back to the now. Life suddenly makes a lot more sense when you do.

I assure you that it is possible to add 2 positives to ahieve a negative, all you have to do is think in infinite terms. There is no zero as you have come to understand zero. There is only All.