Anon I'm not sure she ever really had one
Anon,no disrespect intended because I do understand how difficult images like this can be, but it might be time for you to either leave or learn how to filter as other anons have suggested. It's only going to get worse from here. Don't hang around if images like this get you that worked up. These images have a way of hardening one's soul and not in a good way. 20+ years ago I got into what is now called cyber security. Occasionally we'd get a call about porn on someone's work computer. We'd investigate and turn the evidence over for judgment by appropriate 'people', let's say. Every once in a while the porn was of an illegal nature. We'd notify proper law enforcement authorities who, at the time, didn't really have any computer forensic skills. After one particular incident, I informed the lead investigator we would no longer be responding to these types of calls. We had trained them enough to know where to look, the tricks suspects used to hide, etc. We'd notify the authorities of the incident but we would not be doing forensics any longer. I told the investigator that they are trained on how to handle such evidence. They have the resources to rotate people in and out frequently so it doesn't become a problem. He agreed.
As much fun as it is around here remember this is not a family friendly place. It never has been and it never will be. This is a battlefield. You come prepared for battle. You don't come thinking that you'll be shielded from the bad stuff. There is no shame in admitting TO YOURSELF that you aren't able to handle such things. It's one of the reasons why this board in ANONYMOUS. We don't need to know. We don't want to know that it's difficult for you. We're not being mean. We're engaged in information warfare and we don't have time to hold your hand. Recognize where you are and what you're right in the middle of…..a war between good and evil. If you can't fight here, you can fight elsewhere. Don't take this personal anon. We all have things we can't handle. Personally, I'm not sure I'm going to make that choice 'to know' because it might be just a bit too much for me. If I can't handle that, I'll depart quietly knowing those who remain will fight that fight and I'll find another battle where I can be of service.