GEQTUS said, "Potatoes". Kek.
I'm sure we've all felt what you are feeling at some point on this journey. This is why Q told us it's a marathon. The reason you hurt is because you are thinking thoughts of despair or thoughts that come from fear/doubt/anger/frustration. All those thoughts feel bad, not because you need the outside to change so that you can feel better, but because you are currently not having FAITH. The optimistic or more hopeful thoughts ALWAYS feel better because they are aligned with FAITH. So at any point in time, when you cannot control the conditions around you, you can always control how you choose to react and you can always tell what you are doing by how you are feeling. FAITH FEELS GOOD. GOD FEELS GOOD…all else is you thinking from fear or disconnection. God wins, all else is an illusion. When you can't see the path or the "HOW", you have to think the thoughts that feel better and that's the path you want to stay on. That is the path you can trust. Only you can control how you choose to think about any situation. So..when you know what you don't want, think of the opposite, which is what you DO want and now stay the course. Sniff out the trail that feels better and you will find the Joy of the Lord and the Peace that surpasses all understanding. When you hurt, your thoughts are not clear. The pain is just guidance letting you know you are not having faith rn. TRUST GOD because what is your other option? God cannot fail, only man can disconnect from faith and then it hurts and distorts your perception.