Anon's ignore this, I'm speaking to Q only because in a few hours I'm going to make a post that I've spent a lot of time on…. just in case I'm right about who has asked me to make this post.

a big post that either he has asked me to do or I've let my delusions get the better of me. It could be both and maybe many people got those messages. Perhaps he thinks I'm more sane than I let on, those are masks Q. I can pretend to be a lot of things including confident and sane, the real me is a mess. So I'll take a leap of faith and do it if for no other reason than I can tell that there was a shill push-back when I started to do it before.

Maybe people have just spent so long trying to convince me I'm insane that I decided I was and I could never be sure…. so, Q, Most people like me are dead, insane or twisted into evil. I'm unsure about so much about my past and what things mean or my own place in relation to the whole. I even tried to join the army once but because of the psychological things they did I ended up in a situation that no amount of willpower could overcome, just staring and waiting for me to do something so simple yet to me it was just an endless panic attack. I really am sorry if anyone aside from Q reads this.