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Anonymous ID: e1fb1b June 3, 2020, 9:20 a.m. No.9449208   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>9222 >>9264

>>9449179

 

You are the world you have created, and when you cease to exist, this world that you have created will also cease to exist. But for those with the understanding that they're living the last days of the world, death acquires… a different meaning.

 

The extinction of all reality is a concept no resignation can encompass. And yet… in that despair, which is transcendent, you will find… the ancient understanding that the philosopher's stone will always be found, despised, and buried in the mud.

 

This may seem a small thing in the face of annihilation, until annihilation occurs, and then… all the grand designs and all the grand plans will be finally exposed and revealed for what they are.

 

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Your consciousness is like a laser beam of coherent light. As humans, you have agreed how to hold the lens of your consciousness so that you all "see" the same thing. However, you are not neurologically bound to this appearance of things.

 

By changing how you hold the focus of your consciousness, you can change how you perceive the world. This is not done through thought, as you normally think of it; however, it is accomplished through a powerful alignment of awareness and intention. The two of these together can literally 'warp' the fabric of space and time and present a very different world to be perceived.

 

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FACT "Something that is infinite without start or end cannot be other than or many" therefore, everything good and evil, male and female, come from that same source.. Absolutely everything within Time.

Anonymous ID: e1fb1b June 3, 2020, 9:23 a.m. No.9449264   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>9291 >>9292 >>9314

>>9449208

 

I had no choice early on but to rend my sanity in half, and live in two worlds.

 

I spend the vast majority of my time interacting with people in the corporate world and doing things that are completely irrelevant to my deepest held beliefs about reality, suppressing my actual worldview and principles a vast majority of the time.

 

Something about my fucked Autist brain allows me to be this way without losing my sanity completely.

 

Unfortunately, it has incinerated whatever was left of my connection to most all things normie.

 

I live 90% in my own head these days, and am pretending the rest of the time (other than with my family, of course)

 

I pray for a day when I can be whole again…I'm hoping that day comes before my kids are old enough to need to be taught how to engage with the world in a healthy way

 

It's this stress that I don't think Q team can honestly even grasp….most times it feels like they are pretty dialed in to the mind set of mid-wits and most normies and are totally naive to the unique torture we experience.

 

Q team is every bit as informed and concerned as we are, and then some+++++

 

However, they get to live every day of their lives surrounded by allies in the fight, taking actual action in the real world.

 

They can go to bed tired and spiritually satisfied, recharged for another day of the fight.

 

For someone like me, it has felt like Morpheus told me about the matrix and I sat up in my tank, but then that's it.

 

No flush out, no rescue….I can just choose at any time to wake up from the dream, sit up and look around.

 

Maybe I'll see another anon in a far away tank amongst the sea of sleeping normies and we wave

 

But eventually it gets cold, and boring, and lonely.

 

So you lay back down, close your eyes, and slip back into the dream. Except now, you can feel the goo on your skin as you walk around the city. When you try to chew your food the feeling of tubes itch your throat.

 

Eventually, you just reach a point of either flush me, or put me back to sleep.