I had it officially confirmed today that my body will be too wrecked to fully make use of Q's 'Brave New World' that may await us if Q is on the level. I'll remain here helping in whatever pathetic way I can in the hopes that others might be able to enjoy it. Hopefully, God and all of you will win, even if I can't.

It might get worse, I can't see there being cures for it, nobody in my life can even seem to acknowledge it, and I just wanted to tell somebody.