Anons.

I was doing a lot of research on Sophia last night. On Gnosis. On the Bible. I’m pretty confused. But all I know is, whatever is there is good and as long as I have faith and love in Jesus Christ and try and be the best person I can, all will be good. So much interesting information out there. We really live in a wonderful universe and there is amazing things all around us. Just trying to make it through all of the tough times in our lives, it sucks but I really do believe we are about to enter a golden age.

I‘m struggling every day at my job and I can barely take care of myself. But I think suffering is part of the journey and sometimes we need to pay the price to reach the promise land. One thing I’m experiencing is remorse and regret, sadness and a feeling of sorrow towards things in my life. I’ve been praying in the morning before work before I leave my house and I think I feel god, his forgiveness, his understanding, his love and his happiness that I’m having such reflections in my life. My days have been more tolerable that I pray in the morning. What an amazing, amazing wonderful thing.

I thought I was awake but I wasn’t. I feel like i am getting a new lease on life.