I am really not having a good time in life right now. Global communist insurrection, a high likelihood that I might have to fight for my survival and that of my loved ones and kin very soon, evil Jews ruling the world and plotting my extinction through too many approaches to count from demography to media control… and on top of all that, my eldest dog has a melanoma in her mouth. Goes in for surgery for the 4th time with regard to this cancer, her 7th surgery in total, in two weeks. She's 18 years old, and I fear she won't survive anesthesis or post-op complications. My mind feels a bit like it's tearing itself to shreds. Might have to go on anti-anxiety meds again. And I promised myself I wouldn't develop such dependencies anymore.

Maybe I'll limit myself to something cheap and simple like a beta-blocker, apo-propranolol or something.

I don't know how long I can keep from just… starting to scream until they take me away in a funny jacket.

>>9561924

I haven't prayed to Jesus in a long, long time. Maybe I'll give that a try. A plea for calm. That's all I need right now, calm, and clarity.

And a bit of happiness if the big guy could send some my way. Could use that too. It feels like there's a potato in my throat right now.

>>9561979

Like I said. Not a lot of things to be joyful about right now. Though a cat just visited, almost as if to check on me. Gonna pretend it was a sign. ;p

But thank you all, anons. For giving me a badly needed sense of community in a trying time.

>>9561984

Shit, I'm about ready to give all the deities a try, and most of their prophets. Broad band transmission. Just blasting it out there to see who can help… :p

Not Muhammad though, that guy's a dick.

>>9562037

Why is this so fucking comforting. We're all just a bunch of poorly drawn, gooey-eyed frogs. <3