>>9606435 /pb/
Sorry, anon. Took a bit to write this.
Anon, I used to be a coke head. Worked in bars, had easy access, you know the drill. Started hanging out with coworkers, went where the action took me, and one day I was looking down at a pile of oxy. The very first time I did it, I snorted 2 80s in addition to my usual couple grams of coke. The next day, I was shot out. Friend called, said he had the cure. Two weeks flew by, until I found myself at the dealer's by myself, middle of the afternoon. He tells me he had no oxy, but he had heroin and clean needles. I don't know why, but I turned it down and never did another opiate again. I consider myself very lucky because I would not be alive today otherwise. I don't know where you are or what lead you there, but I know that I wouldn't wish my hell on anyone. Know this, anon: there is a God. He does love you. He does want you to live a fruitful life of purpose. But you have to want that too, and your actions have to prove it. Be strong when you can and pray for others.
Since you cannot be strong now:
Lord, Please protect our brother from the shadow of addiction. Release him from the bondage of self, shame, and fear. Grant him peace of mind and health of body, as he continues to do your work among the darkness of this world. Father, protect and defend all anons, as we seek to expose the darkness and evil whose only goal is misery and death. God, guide our leaders through this turbulent time, grant them righteous resolve and courageous compassion. We ask this in Jesus' name.
Love you anons. No homo.