Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:22 p.m. No.9629984   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>9990 >>0359 >>0433

Pt 1

 

The 'how' will be hard to understand for most.

Focus on the 'why'.

The 'when' is now.

Q

 

I wanted to shed some light on what I’ve found for the “how” as that’s what i've really been stumbling upon for the last few months. This will in no way be comprehensive, but maybe a decent overview which will lead to more questions than answers, but I feel it’s the direction all us autists must go in while everyone who’s not capable keeps sending memes out into the wild.

 

Where this really starts is with humans and their state of understanding when coming into the world. From a very fundamental stand point, when we’re born into this earth, we don’t know what it is. We don’t know how to interpret it and that psychologically causes a lot of fear. What do people do to ease this fear? They go around collecting belief systems. What comes with belief systems? People who disagree with your belief system who believe OTHER belief systems. Obviously, belief systems are largely disseminated categorically by region, but there are all colors of the rainbow all around the monolithic belief system of the region.

 

People get so caught up in their belief system and get so convinced that they’re right that when met with opposing belief systems they will generally do one of two things. Shut the conversation down, or fight tooth and nail because the other person just HAS to be wrong.

 

There is an important element to this behavior though that many people don’t analyze at all. The reason it’s not analyzed is because one has to really look within and judge themselves critically against their own belief systems for this to be done effectively. The absolute fear of being wrong is the driving force between these two outcomes of confrontation. The interesting thing is, each person will attribute that to the other person. Person (x) will think that person (y) is afraid to be wrong, while person (y) is also thinking that person (x) is afraid to be wrong. They never allow themselves to think that they’re wrong because if they WERE wrong then their entire understanding of the world, it’s functionings, and the constructs which they ascribe to, even who they believe they are (which is the big one) would be for nothing and that would leave their life meaningless to a point where they would then have to go collect another belief system.

 

All anons have done this to a certain degree and overcome a very small portion of it. It’s what everyone here would attribute their “red pill” experience to. Everyone here in some degree has had to re-evaluate their version of reality. But you’ve only woken up to the political corruption. What you don’t understand is, this awakening was set out for you and traps are set in place for you to get stuck in certain “red pill” belief systems, filled with half truths.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:23 p.m. No.9629990   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0433

>>9629984

 

Pt 2

 

You see, what happens when anyone gets “red pilled” is an awakening to external forces actively subverting the collective public, which is accurate. But the thing people don’t realize is the active cooperation of the mass public. You do and you don’t really. You see all the sheep following the narratives, but you think that all you have to do to wake them up is share memes and “one day, they’ll just wake up”. This works for a certain number of people (people predisposed to being wrong who are naturally curious like us anons), but there is also a large population who are under a different kind of “mind control”. You haven’t quite awoken to your part in the subversion, because you do have a part in it, and realizing your part and stopping is the answer literally to all of earth’s problems.

 

The human condition by default is to swing from one figurative (symbolic) pillar to the next. The best way to explain these things is by personal experience. Some of you have already read this story, because I posted it here after I woke up to it, but I’ve done a lot of researching since then and have realized that while I was half right, there was a portion I was underselling, which was extremely important. Consider this post an up to date assessment on where I’m at, and an apology for the last post, as I’m only human. I’ve also woken up to a lot of psychological truths, so I’ll try throwing those in where needed.

 

One of the first teachings I remember being taught from my mother was “if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all.” Many people have been taught this by their parents, but the way humans default use this teaching is backwards. Before we get into that, you have to really determine for yourself what is “nice” and what is “not nice” to effectively use this teaching right? Well, most of the time when you agree to that teaching, you can’t really discern for yourself what they are, so you use the outside environment (your parents) as mirrors of what is “good” and “evil”. My experience was, people who were “know it alls” were deemed by my mother to be “arrogant”, “mean”, people. My father closely followed behind that belief (which there is a lot of psychology that pertains to why, but is not the focus of this post look up men child syndrome). So being the child, I looked up to my parents as my guide to earth following their belief systems laid out for me, naturally I believed what they did.

 

What this lead to in much of my early life (0-21ish) was a neurosis at most or a complex at least that to be loved I couldn’t be smart, because if I was smart and knew a lot of things then I would have a BIG EGO (huge point about this later). I also was using the teaching of “if you have nothing nice to say, then don’t say anything at all” very well, but while you’re not saying anything, your mind is judging the people who ARE “know it alls”. What’s happening in your mind as you’re doing this is very real and classified by Jungian psychology as “projecting your shadow”. You see, the big clue here is, everyone on the planet has the capacity for good, as well as the capacity for evil. It is what’s symbolized in the bible when Eve eats of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. The people who proclaim themselves as not having capacity of evil are usually the most evil people. Think “snake in the grass”.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:23 p.m. No.9629993   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0000 >>0054 >>0517

Pt 3

 

The evil side of you is the “shadow” side (why do you think it’s called the shadow govt, and Q is always bracketizing that word correct me if wrong Q) and if you’ve been convinced by your parents or you convinced yourself through your belief systems that you are not capable of evil, then you begin pushing down, or actively suppressing that evil side. What happens as a result is you begin [projecting] your [shadow] side on all the people who you believe are the “bad” guys. For me and my situation with my parents, they effectively made it so that I thought truth was mean and anyone who called out truth, especially when “offensive” was the “bad guy”. So I embodied the happy go lucky, stupid person who was a great ‘friend’ of all, but was never really there for anyone because I couldn’t deal with truth, and real situations were just too heavy for me.

 

As I got older, I started seeing people around my high school getting pregnant and I immediately of course never said anything because I was so NiCe LoViNg aNd KiNd, but judged my absolute head off. I would think things like “wow those people are the stupidest people alive.” Psychologically what’s going on inside my head (and yours when you do this) is you have such a fragile vision of self because it was crafted by the people around you, and you’re so self loathing (but you just can’t quite figure out why because you refuse to look at yourself) that to assist you in maintaining that mask, you put yourself above other people, which then gives you narcissistic satisfaction.

 

As the story goes, I leave for college and find THE girl, which leads to lots of sex. For context, she was raised Mormon and was convinced that “she was better than sex because only bad people have sex before marriage” so each time we got together we never bought condoms because we “would overcome that”, but you can’t fight magnetism when it comes around. The natural cause and effect of that was we got pregnant. Of course this lead down a long road of resentment of self and fearing hate from her family so much that I flipped from the loveable idiot to the hateable conspiracy theorist who was constantly looking for anything I deemed lower than myself to prop up my fragile self image.

 

You could think of it as the “blue pill(ar)” to the “red pill(ar)”

 

I imagine many of you reading this still are subconsciously psychologically doing this to yourselves as it’s mainly this archetype that leads down conspiracy rabbit holes. Not only do you get the satisfaction of something being below you that is inhumane, but you get the narcissistic feedback of disseminating your often (through Q) correct conspiracies, but you do it in a way where all you’re doing is copy and pasting onto your facebook page or going to link’s Q pins and saying “yOu’Ve BeEn Q’d”, never really learning anything for yourself. Just being a parrot to the memes, never really learning about how communism is really just mass narcissism who’s tactics are to use extortion on the mass public to get their way. Q is showing it to you all the time, while you look around the world searching for external problems, while this all begins in the home and in everyone's heads. You also talk nonstop about nothing but your conspiracies with loved ones which only alienates yourself from them, furthering your neurosis.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:24 p.m. No.9630000   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0004

>>9629993

Pt 4

 

Now, I’m going to make a prediction that after reading that last paragraph you’re thinking “ah this guy is just a shill” and you think i’m somehow not on your side. That is a side effect of the real mind control that has been done to you. One pillar to the next, all or nothing, black or white, tit for tat, red or blue and if I show you to yourself in any truthful light, then I’m somehow the bad guy. Is your ego raging at me? Good. Keep going. All your ego is designed to do is protect you from truth, as it’s satan itself.

 

(To tie up my ‘point’. People see people with talent as ego filled, while it’s actually the people judging the talented who are ego filled. Funny how everything is backwards huh?)

 

I’m just trying to do you a huge favor in understanding yourself, but through understanding yourself you can gain immense understanding on what’s going on psychologically with the antifa and left wing nut jobs and a clue on how this came about. It’s this understanding that the [shadow] government really doesn’t want you to have. It’s the knowledge which sets you free.

 

So, when you’ve jumped from the blue pill(ar) to the red pill(ar) what do you really know? Nothing, except your believed innocents to this massive but solvable problem, and that there’s a big bad illuminati. Mostly true (not your innocents), but also somewhat false. In true jumping pillars, cancel culture mind control fashion, you assume that every symbol that you don’t understand somehow means something satanic. You assume that the freemason compass and square is something satanic, you assume that the black and white tiles that freemasons walk upon are satanic, you believe that all the imagery showing you the symbolism to your own brain functionings is somehow satanic. You start taking words like “occult” and attributing it with inherently satanic meanings and you start making a huge sweep of cancelling everything that has been established for millenia all while [projecting] your [shadow] onto it believing that you’re somehow saving humanity with your ignorance.

 

Why do you believe these things? Because of your holier than thou, I’m better and smarter than you, mind control of ignorance, programmed narcissism. So let me blow your mind (hopefully if i’ve done my job correctly). When you look at all the symbolism you somehow deem as satanic, you’ll notice that there are two large pillars (one on left, and one on right) and there is always some sort of symbol between the two pillars but higher up. Usually a star, or a dove, or jesus himself, etc. This has many, many meanings as its a symbol of your brain, and existence itself, but to bring it down to what you need to know right now, it’s the middle path which is all about what Jesus’ teachings are all about. You’ve heard this all your life “You have to have good to understand what bad is. You have to have up to know down, rich to know poor etc etc etc.” The truth of it is our perception as human beings requires something called “Duality” but what you don’t understand is every action has it’s equal and opposite effect. Ever seen the under side of a wave? Ever seen the Ying Yang symbol? These things are EVERYWHERE, all you have to do is look.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:25 p.m. No.9630004   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0013

>>9630000

Pt 5

 

What you don’t understand is your ego is being used against you, because when you’re in your “fallen” state, you’re predictable. It’s easy to flash “bad” things in front of you to “cancel” them. Look up how the Jews (yes I’m Jew woke in case your mind control was bothering you about that too) used the collective ego of the collective consciousness of America through the newspaper to shut down mental institutions where these psycho leftists grand parents should have been stored. What is the [shadow] government trying to destroy? The past! The real meaning of everything.

 

There is the program for the blue pill(ar) people to become spineless leftits or panderers to the leftist communists who in the end would destroy all of the past, and there is the program for the red pill(ar) people to be scared by the symbols and cancel culture them as well. The reason you see Masonry symbolism at shootings is because Masonry has been infiltrated by the [shadow] govt and they’re hoping you see them out there at these obviously fake shootings so you can think “they’re doing this right in front of my face” all the while you’re being duped into cancel culturing the very oldest institution of psychological truths preserved throughout known time.

 

The reason Hitler (remember i’m jew woke through this as well) went after the freemason lodges was because of his own mind control being bestowed upon to him by the Jesuits. Remember forever ago how Q said that Hitler was a puppet? Welcome to the “Purple Pill”. WW2 can be summed up in this way. Hitler (Red Pill) - Stalin (Blue Pill) - America - (Purple Pill) to later be subverted by the commies who were of course left standing as Hitler and Germany took all the blame.

 

America stands for Freedom. I know there’s a lot of Hitler sympathisers and I completely understand where you’re coming from. But you have to know what Freedom is. Hitlers society, while being oriented around the family and all of the things most people would deem “good” was still a version of totalitarianism because if you didn’t agree with everything he said, you would be killed (correct me if wrong, please autists, research this stuff, not bunnies in yards). Do you understand that the context of WW1 was to create a state like Germany where everyone was so desperate that they would take anyone that said what the collective shadow wanted to hear? Listen to his speeches. He follows what the crowd roars for. That defines the red pillar. Do you see how trying to wake people up to how 6 million jews weren’t killed doesn’t really matter? It’s another pit fall meant for you to waste time while believing you’re morally superior.

 

Clearly, as the boards are figuring out how fucked up communism is, I shouldn’t have to say too much, but it’s the same cancel culturing mind control, just on a different pillar. It’s the tree of the knowledge of “good and evil” all the while not realizing there’s a middle path (purple pillar).

 

“Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!” Isaiah 5:20

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:25 p.m. No.9630013   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0016

>>9630004

Pt 6

 

Close your eyes, and pretend you’re god. Now pretend that you’ve been tasked with making a perfect world. How would you do it? Really follow the thought through to its conclusion. What you’ll find is that no matter what you think your way into, there will always be people left out because of your own bias. This is what you’re supposed to realize right before you throw all of your belief systems and throw them away, then come upon Jesus’ TEACHINGS as if you’re a child.

 

“You should not Judge” Does not mean “You can’t judge me while I extort your life because I’m ‘good’ and you’re ‘bad’. Follow that thought through on the blue and red pillar.

 

The Parable of the Wheat and the Tares

24 Another parable He put forth to them, saying: “The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field; 25 but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way. 26 But when the grain had sprouted and produced a crop, then the tares also appeared. 27 So the servants of the owner came and said to him, ‘Sir, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have tares?’ 28 He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ The servants said to him, ‘Do you want us then to go and gather them up?’ 29 But he said, ‘No, lest while you gather up the tares you also uproot the wheat with them. 30 Let both grow together until the harvest, and at the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, “First gather together the tares and bind them in bundles to burn them, but gather the wheat into my barn.”

The wheat is your true self, while the tares is the ego in your head constantly judging things against other things thinking that you’re somehow morally superior. What are you going to allow to get watered? Go through all of Jesus’ teaching with this understanding and be reborn of Christ. Put on the real Armor of God of knowledge!

 

So, now that you understand that, lets get down to more of the “how”. When you understand these things that I’ve just told you, you can understand how our government was built and constitution written by real Freemasons who understood that instead of fighting the two pillars together (as is happening right now) it is the best use case for them to work together and show each other the other sides blind spots. That is what JFK was all about, he was a real democrat as far as my research has taken me (not much, so go wild anons). You can look at the how the fundamental is built upon a belief in God and how the different branches of government act as different pillars, but not ones which fight, but ones which work together.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:26 p.m. No.9630016   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0018

>>9630013

 

Pt 7

 

So what you had after JFK was killed was the civil rights movements and the different government acts which incentivised black american families to be fatherless through free govt money. The civil rights movement was wrong because it was pioneered by a known communist sympathiser, MLK and was used to force key word white’s and black’s together after the left side convinced them of their victimhood. Listen to Jesse Peterson on Youtube for his perspective on this. Black leader of a fellowship Church in Los Angeles. Very eye opening.

 

Clearly the incentivizing of fatherless black homes was an awful thing to do as what happens then is a huge population of black children are left fatherless which takes a HUGE toll on the children. Once more look up Man Child Syndrome and the over protective mother who sends the love she once sent to the father, to the kids. It leads to literal faulty development because you’re not allowed to grow as the “world is too dangerous”. Hello “safe space” lefties. All of these Black women (and white as the numbers have grown on both sides because of the demoralization of our country through communist ideology) project their dark sides of themselves onto the father, which then that projection gets inherited by the children. The children grow up believing that this false form of love is actually what real love is, so they go around using their mom’s fake love tactics to get what they want everywhere else in life while ACTUALLY BELIEVING that they are NiCe LoViNg AnD KiNd. “Toxic Masculinity” is just a projected term which really means “I’m a man hater”. That’s how the paradox of the socialist agenda comes to fruition. It’s offensive to tell the truth to people, so all you do is pander to the opinions (belief systems) which everyone has, and you claim that they’re all equal while none of them are real at all, while the leftists kill masonry, and the rightists kill masonry. Because the children never had a father figure to discipline them and show them the true code of reality, and their Mother attempted that roll for them, all they know is the “Lady in Red” Feminine Energy manipulation to get what you want.

 

Do you remember when that cake store refused to make a cake for an LGBTQ customer? Do you remember your reaction to it? Mine was “Wow, what a bad cake shop, they’re such jerks”. Then I woke up and realized what extortion is and how it’s being used against the mass public right now. It is the “modern day slavery” which Q talks about.

 

In what world does a privately owned business which is an extension of the owner who has full rights over it’s operation have to do what someone else says? How is it that someone can walk into the business you own, and in the wink of an eye claim in their backwards way that “they own it” by saying “you just HAVE to do this for me” even though by law they can do whatever they want?

 

In a world where the internet has no laws.

 

Think about the internet and how it functions as a separate reality. There is a facebook which represents each person. There are all these different apps where people do nothing all day but virtue signal how great they are, and instead of self reflecting on their own shit in their down time, they’re enamored into their phone getting narcissistic supply. People used to have to go to public hearings to voice their opinion on things, but now all they have to do is pull out their phone. You would think that this is a good thing at first for all the right reasons. “It helps bring people closer together”, “It increases work flow”, “it creates new jobs” etc etc etc. But what you’re not realizing is, with the internet with no laws, is a hot bed for extortion of peoples lives.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:26 p.m. No.9630018   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0126 >>0182 >>0195 >>0212 >>0283 >>0305 >>0342 >>0550

>>9630016

 

Pt 8

 

You see it all the time on Youtube. Someone does something that the mass public (with their infinite niceness) deems offensive or immoral. What happens? The absolute internet mob of psychopathic narcissistic human beings comes in and literally attempts to cancel their life. That is the definition of extortion and is against the constitution. You can’t use freedom to destroy freedom my friends! You see it now with Black Lives Matter, but this time it’s different. It all used to be congested to only the internet. People would say something “offensive” (truth) and would have an internet mod poured out onto them, but there was no physical harm. What happens when the internet mentality spills out of the digital reality, into the real reality?

 

What you’ve been witnessing over the last 10-15 years is a Mao styled, internet cultural revolution. In the past, there clearly was no internet, so it took more time for the ideologies to be supplanted into the collective consciousness, but not with the internet. The supplanting happened without a single drop of blood, but now that the realities are mixing, you see the manifestation of Chaz, and all of the “Black Lives Matter” protests all attempting to extort your life.

 

Only when evil is forced into the light can we defeat it.

Only when they can no longer operate in the [shadows] can people see the truth for themselves.

Only when people see the truth [for themselves] will people understand the true nature of their deception.

Seeing is Believing.

Sometimes you can't tell the public the truth.

YOU MUST SHOW THEM.

ONLY THEN WILL PEOPLE FIND THE WILL TO CHANGE.

It had to be this way.

This is not another 4-year election.

GOD WINS.

Q

 

It had to be this way, because no one would have believed it because the mind control everyone is talking about is happening on such a level, that no one knows where to look. But all anyone needs to do is change within and follow Jesus Teachings with the AWAKENED understanding of what it means.

 

Q, I understand what needs to happen in the future and I hope you do it in a way where the the least amount of lives are lost, but I also understand we’re fighting against the walking dead, Satan itself. The Whore of Babylon isn’t one person, it’s the Lady in Red mentality which has taken over our nation. We need real men such as myself to stand up and tell the truth of what’s going on without sugar coating it or debating, because i know the arguments are designed in a way to lead one to the mental institution when fought.

 

Welcome to “REVELATION”

I Love You All

 

Self Reflection Anon

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 15, 2020, 11:52 p.m. No.9630148   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>0183

>>9630126

Thank you. I was talking about doing this, then I went to Wendy's and ordered some food for my family and the total was $33.33

 

I was like, "Okay, now i gotta do this".

 

Spent all night on it. I hope it strikes hearts, and not minds.

Self Reflection Anon ID: f8428d June 16, 2020, 12:04 a.m. No.9630217   🗄️.is 🔗kun

>>9630182

Yeah, I was here since the Vegas shootings, but I did a whole bunch of "sight seeing" along the way I suppose you could say. Appreciate your feedback.