>>9661837 (lb)
>board going through cognitive dissonance
Cognitive dissonance
In the field of psychology, cognitive dissonance occurs when a person holds two or more contradictory beliefs, ideas, or values, or participates in an action that goes against one of these three, and experiences psychological stress because of that.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_dissonance
so what is anons' two or more contradictory beliefs, ideas right now?