My awakening has tainted and ruined everything for me.
I can't watch movies anymore. They stopped just being mindless garbage and started being actively malicious. I see the actors' faces, knowing what monsters they truly are, and I lose suspension of disbelief. I catch myself wondering if any of the child actors got molested and by which of the creeps onscreen. I see propaganda and narrative-crafting in every scene and find it impossible to be immersed. To be immersed would be to buy into the lie.
I can't watch television anymore. It started with news 8 years ago. I got high and noticed that the actors in my movie were acting. I couldn't un-notice it. So I switched to "non-fiction." News. The same thing happened. I saw them acting and could not unsee it. Ruined.
Now I can't even watch cartoons or documentaries. The rot has bled into those too. Not just the ads in-between scenes. The narratives and imagery have engorged themselves with propaganda.
I can't even play Disney Emoji Blitz on my phone anymore. I just think of how I'm supporting the cabal and wind up resignedly dragging the app to the trash bin. I can't buy my stupid plastic Vanellope because I just think of what Sarah Silverman, Hollywood, and Disney represent. I can't even watch Toy Story without thinking, "Tom Hanks, what a creep."
My frigging ICE CREAM has become so politicized that I either assent to it or boycott the stuff. A childhood tradition, one of the things that reminds me of my dad-ruined because those idiots slapped that pedophile Stephen Colbert on it and made #Resist: The Ice Cream. So no more B&J. They don't get my money.
What will be left? What will I have left of my normies garbage when this is all said and done? What great, aching void will be left in our cultural consciousness when an entire century of media flies into landfills? When all these soccer moms who trusted these companies with their kids realize what they did?
It's approaching everything. Sports, comedy, animation, music-the propaganda is in everything, and to enjoy normal life one must consume propaganda. Otherwise you're THAT guy. A killjoy. Which I officially am now.