My only concern for all this is that nothing ever goes my way and I worry that I'm not included in "we" and "all".
Why? Never have been. Granted, I never "played the game" because everyone was cheating.
Like… I can see the whole world benefitting from the fruits of the labor here… and then I'll just be stuck on the bottom watching everyone enjoy themselves after being the problem for so many years.
I've just been fucked over so many times that I don't even bother with "hope" nor "looking forward to things" anymore.
Not looking for anything special. Would just like to not be left behind as usual. A community to be a part of would be nice. Simple stuff.